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Present Experience: My Daily Journal
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Saturday, May 15, 2010

15th May 2010 worldballons.blogspot.com

Hello Awesome world,

I hope you are all enjoying your weekend. I am enjoying every bit of this weekend.I had my birthday yesterday. I got my dinner party and  the cocktail party from my family & friends  and i also got some awesome gift's . Which warm my soul .I had to make some difficult decision's last night. I chose to look at the world in another prospective,So that i can get more out-come for my decisions.It was tough & it's still tough because in the end of the day i really didn't want to do it.but I had to do it.

I brought  all my NLP tools UP in me. So it could be easier for me. Some times it's harder to help your self mentally then physically, but as i know my self & I know how my thoughts works. I know i can do it.

I have already taken the first step in to my liberated life.Now all i need to do is , to be ready so that i can take the following steps.I know i have a couple of hard weeks & months ahead of me.But when i think of what i can reach.Then it's all worth it.

Last week I was able to bicycle for 13 minutes in 2nd gear & when i started all of this, i was able to bicycle in Zero gear for ten minutes &  eight months ago i was  not able to do any of it.
So that's how i get the courage to continue. Even though there are very small progresses but for me they are huge.

I also want to use this opportunity  to say thank you to all the family member's as well as all my friends for making my day special.I hope all of you will enjoy the rest of your weekend.

So Everyone Stay Happy & Enjoy life....... Because It's Beautiful
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3 comments:

  1. cphagMay 15, 2010 at 11:46 AM

    Happy birthday Mona!

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  2. AnonymousMay 17, 2010 at 1:48 PM

    you will do fine Mona I am sure of it.

    hug Minna

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  3. World ballonsMay 21, 2010 at 5:58 AM

    I think with all your support and love from you guys, i will for sure get this.

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23rd March 2010

23rd of March 2010:

I could not get any sleep last night. I was so excited because i had a question in my mind , Do i need any Surgery?We
( Me & Mom ) checked into Hotel Arena , In Tyche . The travel agency had sent Peter to pick-up me and Mom from the Airport.There was one hour drive from Airport to the Hotel. Now i was in the hotel & i was " One Step Closer to Take a Step" . I Decided to rest two hours Before I needed to go to the Ultra-Scan.

Peter came back to drive us to the hospital. Another lady is coming with us. Her name is Phoebe , She is from United Kingdom. I had sent her a report about CCSVI almost a month ago. Here We Are, Sharing the same Cap to meet Dr. Jacek Kostecki for the very first time.The man which will change my life and give me my freedom back.

Every one is so nice here in Poland. Before Dr. Kosctecki i need to visit a neurologist . He asked me several questions, which were asked by several neurologists from the past Six Years.I really didn't care what the neurologists was saying. I am just interested to know,If i have any blocked Vein.The minutes were like long hours for me. Finally Dr. Jacek kostecki called me IN. Literally my heart was jumping out of my body. Me & Mom went inside and shake hands. We exchange some polite words.This was as nice as i heard him on the phone until now. He asked me to lay-down,to start the scanning. I wait for the news so, I can start sucking life back into my cold shaking body.This man is so quite , Please say something because I can hear my own heart beat.And then I could not wait any-more,I have to ask him.So here i go with a shaking voice. Doctor, Do I need a Surgery? He start by saying this " Yes you do" .. Rest i didn't hear because I just needed that " YES " .