Hi Everyone,
I hope all of you are enjoying your weekend, today I feel great and here it's such a nice sunshine out side and that makes me wonder, that I am so blessed.Often we people wants miracles no matter which religion or back- ground we have,time to time the miracle looks so fare away or impossible,but I believe its there near us we should just reach out for it. since my liberation, I have had so many good feelings most physically but today i want to tell you all what liberation gave to me mentally.I love to take a walk in parks summer nights after rain than the fragrant of fresh grass, clear night with a lot of stars, feelings of cold grass under my feet, its a awesome felling, I miss that so much , and i believe i can do that soon.That gives me so much adrelin a unknown power which I had not felt fore a long time. so what i want to tell you all is that this liberation also do differences in your mind, and gives you faith and hope back.
So stay happy and enjoy life because there is so much about life that we need to know and the only way we can know more is if we allow our self to reach out fore the miracle,have faith and hope....I believe that everything happens for a reason and nothing is impossible, we just need to work real hard fore it....I'm hopping that I can walk into a park in a summer night after rain, hopping fore the best not only for me but all ms'er, we are gonna fight this ugly ms back it has provoken us enough..... :)
everyone stay happy and enjoy life
23rd March 2010
23rd of March 2010:
I could not get any sleep last night. I was so excited because i had a question in my mind , Do i need any Surgery?We
( Me & Mom ) checked into Hotel Arena , In Tyche . The travel agency had sent Peter to pick-up me and Mom from the Airport.There was one hour drive from Airport to the Hotel. Now i was in the hotel & i was " One Step Closer to Take a Step" . I Decided to rest two hours Before I needed to go to the Ultra-Scan.
Peter came back to drive us to the hospital. Another lady is coming with us. Her name is Phoebe , She is from United Kingdom. I had sent her a report about CCSVI almost a month ago. Here We Are, Sharing the same Cap to meet Dr. Jacek Kostecki for the very first time.The man which will change my life and give me my freedom back.
Every one is so nice here in Poland. Before Dr. Kosctecki i need to visit a neurologist . He asked me several questions, which were asked by several neurologists from the past Six Years.I really didn't care what the neurologists was saying. I am just interested to know,If i have any blocked Vein.The minutes were like long hours for me. Finally Dr. Jacek kostecki called me IN. Literally my heart was jumping out of my body. Me & Mom went inside and shake hands. We exchange some polite words.This was as nice as i heard him on the phone until now. He asked me to lay-down,to start the scanning. I wait for the news so, I can start sucking life back into my cold shaking body.This man is so quite , Please say something because I can hear my own heart beat.And then I could not wait any-more,I have to ask him.So here i go with a shaking voice. Doctor, Do I need a Surgery? He start by saying this " Yes you do" .. Rest i didn't hear because I just needed that " YES " .
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