Hello Awesome World,
I Hope you all had a great weekend and enjoyed it,like I did.Here all weekend we had very good sun-shine.So I use the time to sun-bath & spent every minute with my love one's & at the same time I spent some time for my self alone to think about Me, Life,World ,the galaxy & this ugly ugly ugly disease MS.
Everyday i feel like this liberation has given me a new energy, Some times physically and some times mentally.But if i go back and think about it mentally,before the liberation MS was like a bad circle because it never had an End.There was so difficult to see any light by the end of the tunnel.But right now i can see it like a straight line with alot of light in the end.This is my mentally view of this and now the physically view.The work-out made my body tight and it hurts a little bit because it will take some time to get use to it.But at the same time i feel great. Like I am starting a whole new chapter in my life.I also want to change my eating habits.So when i work-out i have more energy :) . Come-on World i want that Tweety bag so badlllly . So I need to do all of this to get closer to that hand-bag. :)
Everyone be happy, Enjoy life, because...... It's Wonderful
23rd March 2010
23rd of March 2010:
I could not get any sleep last night. I was so excited because i had a question in my mind , Do i need any Surgery?We
( Me & Mom ) checked into Hotel Arena , In Tyche . The travel agency had sent Peter to pick-up me and Mom from the Airport.There was one hour drive from Airport to the Hotel. Now i was in the hotel & i was " One Step Closer to Take a Step" . I Decided to rest two hours Before I needed to go to the Ultra-Scan.
Peter came back to drive us to the hospital. Another lady is coming with us. Her name is Phoebe , She is from United Kingdom. I had sent her a report about CCSVI almost a month ago. Here We Are, Sharing the same Cap to meet Dr. Jacek Kostecki for the very first time.The man which will change my life and give me my freedom back.
Every one is so nice here in Poland. Before Dr. Kosctecki i need to visit a neurologist . He asked me several questions, which were asked by several neurologists from the past Six Years.I really didn't care what the neurologists was saying. I am just interested to know,If i have any blocked Vein.The minutes were like long hours for me. Finally Dr. Jacek kostecki called me IN. Literally my heart was jumping out of my body. Me & Mom went inside and shake hands. We exchange some polite words.This was as nice as i heard him on the phone until now. He asked me to lay-down,to start the scanning. I wait for the news so, I can start sucking life back into my cold shaking body.This man is so quite , Please say something because I can hear my own heart beat.And then I could not wait any-more,I have to ask him.So here i go with a shaking voice. Doctor, Do I need a Surgery? He start by saying this " Yes you do" .. Rest i didn't hear because I just needed that " YES " .
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